Chapter twenty four: trials and tribulations

As it turns out, i am no over David Zich, In Fact ive come to learn that im actually in love with him, he finally talked to me the week after austen and i hooked up, after i had gone to the doctor for bronchitis and been doped up pretty good, we talked from 10pm to 8am on that saturday, after which we decided to meet up, and ..... being passionate as i am, i ended up hooking up with him in the back of his car, after which we decided to go see our friend victor in seperate cars, i took mine, which was a mistake, the battery cables were bad and my car died on the interstate. Luckily i called david after realizing i couldnt fix it myself and he came back for me much to my astonishment took me around to the auto parts store and back and to get some food, it was unfortunate but romantic none the less. I still havent repayed him but i know i need to, he told me the day after that hes still not wanting to be in a relationship but i have the spark of hope of knowing that he may be someday. and at this point im perfectly happy being in his life as his friend just so long as im in his life, ive never felt this way about anyone before other than brian my first love. Who i havent thought about since meeting David which is what tells me hes special. And someone worth persuing, i still talk to austen on a regular basis, as well as a guy named geoffrey who i met at syn and sky the day after David and i had our encounter. everythings up in the air but they are all nice guys, in truth i want david above all of them but im going to see if any of the other two go anywhere, after the breaking down on the highway episode my car was out of commission for two almost three weeks, during which time i spent every dime i had on a new alernator, new spark plugs and replacement battery cables which turned out to be the only thing initially wrong with it but im glad to have replaced the other things just because i no longer have to worry about them in the future for some time. On a side note that all ties in, i had an intervention with blake and britney and sarah after we all hung out for the last time, Blake once again ran from her problems and refused to face the truth which is no big shock, but to take someone side over sarah was inexcuseable especially considering the circumstances which i cant go into but from that day, or in all reality from new years eve on weve all been drifitng apart, well all of us have been drifting away from blake because she cant admit shes wrong in anything. I being the tenacious person i am sent her a heartfelt message over facebook explaining everything as it is, and how i feel after learning from her bat shit crazy mother that shes moving away to roxboro and didnt tell any of us up to and including her dad. she never replied directly to the message but instead put her status as LALALA IM NOT LISTENING, and obvious reffrence to the inconvenient truth of her present situation and actions and bad decidions that she cant own up to, obviously this infuriated me. But i decided to extend the olive branch once more when i decided to talk to her in person when i saw her coming down from my neck of the woods on her way to her boyfriend taylors house, who is the only one other than the cause of drama and friction that started all of this, that is worht her time. I followed her and caught up to her and started to blink my lights for her to pull over i hadnt talked to her seen her or heard from her in upwards of a week. she flipped me off and sped up. I being the person i am became determined like it was a new vendetta to catch up to her or follow her to her destination and deliver the bracing reality check she so rightfully needed. next thing i know we are going 110 miles an hour. I find it humorous she thought she could outrun me in her cavalier when she tops out at 110 and my little hoopty will go 130 and not break a sweat. but i began to ride her ass to get her to pull over . She called me while i was behind her, and i answered with " yes im behind you i need to talk to you pull over theres something i need to say in person that you need to hear" i truely cared about not letting go of a friendship tha i would risk a ticket , and my life considering my baring is bad since saturday when i got hit by another car on guilford college road. but she replied with "NO YOU NEED TO BACK THE FUCK OFF AND STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE" to which i began to yell over her, that she needed to shut up listen and face the truth because she never has and its important and if she doesnt talk to me now shes going to lose me as a friend forever and im the last friend she has . I dont know where in my speech she hung up the phone i just know that she did, thankfully for her wellbeing britney called me or else i would have either hit her or followed her to her boyfriends house and caused a scene and ruined her life and possibly her makeup job as i hae never been more rageful angry or spiteful toward a person as she had just made me in all of two seconds. Britney talked me down and i went the other way and went back home. only to learn that her dad had asked me over facebook what has been going on with her to which i told the entire account. I went yesterday to get my stuff she had borrowed and never returned from her house her step mother told me i was always welcome there despite my no longer being friends with blake. It feels terrible to have lost a friend but i feel as though at the same time a poison has been removed from my life. She has been talking about me behind my back now trying to spread things and turn the outside friends of ours who are uninvloved and uninformed agains britney sarah and i. I took her her scarf back or at least attempted to today when i saw she was at work for the first time in weeks. i was civil but i was gritting my teeth. when i heard her say what she said after she thought we were out of earshot i almost lost it. but the truth is im not going to seek her out or anything of the sort but she should know if she wants to keep talking and trying to get at me to be vindictive like she is. i will destroy her social life and make her life a hell i have the resources i know how. she may be a libra but she should know enough about astrology to know you never want to truely screw over andpiss of a pisces. it just kills me that after my being there for her everytime she needed me and being her friend and confidant that she woudl turn on me and betray and abandon me over some guy she doenst even know, that shes cheated on, that she doenst even know has talked shit behind her back and is only with her now because hes essentially maimed and knows noone else would be interested and she was already on the hook. i wish her a fun ride downt the road shes on to hell because her ticket is one way and shes walking the path alone. in similar news i spent the day before the epic car chase that ended all possibility of reconciliation between me and my new ex bestfriend. before that i was at my freind victors house from friday to saturday. i had planned to clean and fulfilled my promise on friday and saw david once again much to my happiness, blake britney and sarah and i as well as devon bovine and cody lee were supposed to go to the straight club but seeing as blake had planned it i was unsurprised when the plans were cancelled. so i stayed the night and talked politics and met victors newest concubine. the next day we all hung out and i went in my car following them to a resturaunt from which after we intended to go to the q lounge. fate had other plans, on guilford college road i was following and then saw a suv turn its signal on and start to merge into my line, about to hit me in the side on my drivers door and possibly kill me, i accelerated quickyl but i was struck in the back door on the drivers side. it slammed me into the curb and runied my barring , and forced me to fishtail. i went to the nearest turn off which turned out to be a school parking lot and got out the car thankfully came to a stop there too and checked to see i was alrigth i was rather distraught considering i had just fixed my car the previous week. the police came and after filling out a report i proceeded to eat. and then home. the next day we already know what happened. but i find it odd that in one week so much occurred in one month a lifetimes worht of experiences has been thrown my way. and today i had a misunderstanding with victor regaurding the day i stayed over adn got into my accident. where it was perceived that i was trying to cuddle with victors new boy toy, which couldnt have been farther from the truth. but it was sorted out. if this werent my life i would swear it was the best written soap opera tv drama around .